Leting it out

There is this girl that I love with all of my heart
You may hate me to know this but I hurt her before
Not only did I hurt her once, but twice
It was the two biggest mistakes of my life
I was scared to lose her completely
But I wasn’t going to be shocked if I did
Especially after what I have done to her
I knew I deserved it and there was nothing I could do
I learned my lesson and asked her if she would take me back
I was surprised to hear that she said yes
She was going to take me back and it made me real happy
I promised myself that I won’t ever hurt her again
But I knew she didn’t trust me like she did before
But I’m here to prove to her that I’ve changed
I have given up smoking weed and drinking alcohol
I want to show her that I’m willing to change to make things work
I want to earn the trust that she had in me back
We don’t talk that much because she has problems
Problems that she needs to figure out on her own
I just want her to know, if she needs me for anything
Anything at all, I am here for her 24 hours a day
But because of this, she is afraid I will move on just like I did before
I won’t deny that I didn’t leave because of the distance
I felt like she was being distant and that made me want to move on
But that is one mistake I’m not ever going to make again
I promised her I wasn’t going to leave her
And that is one promise I intend to keep no matter what
She means the world to me and I would do anything for her
We’re going to show the world that distance doesn’t matter
She told me she would be going to college here
And that made me smile
Even though I know it’s not for another couple years
I am going to be here waiting for her no matter how long it takes
So I just want to say I’m here to stay
Nothing will ever take me away from you
You are my angel, you are my everything